" Even though he hurt you over and over.
It's still impossible to find someone who makes you as happy as he did. "

awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww

17 Again

I can't sleep again. I just totally cried my eyes out to 17 Again.
How much of a pussy can i be bro. ahha i cant cry to 'The Notebook' but i cry to this crap. omg.

This Letter. Fuck.

"Scarlet,
Before you go through this, I want to remind you of September 7th, 1988. It was the first time that I saw you. You were reading Less Than Zero, and you were wearing a Guns 'n' Roses t-shirt. I'd never seen anything so perfect. I remember thinking that I had to have you or I'd die... then you whispered that you loved me at the homecoming dance, and I felt so peaceful... and safe... because I knew that no matter what happened, from that day on, nothing can ever be that bad... because I had you. And then I, uh... I grew up and I lost my way. And I blamed you for my failures. And I know that you think you have to do this today... but I don't want you to.
But I guess... if I love you, I should let you move on. "

Then he finished making the Hammock he never ended up finishing. And left a note saying ..
"I wish i could finish all the things that i started
- Mike"

Emilynn Villanueva

Punkeyes On the Rocks + City.

We went Via Airport line because its quicker. One the way, catching up about our lives. Finding out who her 'A' was and i totally knew it. LMAO telling her the happs with my life and vice versa.

We Ordered ..

Chicken & Mushroom Crepes
Chicken Tandori Pizza

2 Hot 'n' Troppo's.

Lmao, since she said she ate alot, i suggested another plate or something but yeah we stuck we that. We did not finish any of it. Then walking back to Circular Quay was a fucking mission bro omg. lmao trying to walk, while being really full and tensing your stomach muscles bkos your laughing? fuck my life, its hard.

Costed us 3.20$ each to get to Central from fucking CQ. Bs bro, yeah we got there & bought an umbrella. She wanted to tax it but like i'm such a good girl and get fucking paranoid. On the way to Market City, we walked passed this Guy in a Brown leather jacket & after walking past him.. we both mentioned him, cos he was pretty cute. lmao

Then Market City, we went into Glue. There were the cutests guys there. One wearing a purple/maroon looking shirt and the other white. I shotgunned the purple but emem's obsessed with him so yeah watvs. He was like "See you ;) " aw. lol

Tb's invading Galaxy world, yuck how ugly. Started craving mother but it was too expensive :( lol Saw Jerome with his girlf and Deanabitch with his girlf. Of which whom i havent ever seen them with :)

On the way back, we saw the Brown leather jacket guy again. And he was like "You'se look Familiar, didnt you'se walk passed here like an hour ago?" - so we stopped to talk to him ;) awwwww. ahahha Yeah some charity guy and stuffff. He was originally from Westside(btown) and moved up to the North. lmao he tried guessing our nash's.. he goes "Are you filipino?"

Em said "yes" and then i go "okay guess mine? " to fuck up what he thought ahahha

aw then he was like "You must be Half!" (whoo yeah whoo yeah ahah ) i love that compliment! :D

Slept on the train, embarrassing for Em, ahha hope i didnt snore :) and yeah

thats it. Got em her Colour Concentration crap for her hair and it ended up being more expensive for her ! ahhaha.

I Loveee Emilynn F'lifeeee

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Insomnia?

Yeah well, i can't sleep.
Ulyuh talked to me today, guess im not mad anymore
Just.. i dont know. i really dont.

How sad is it, got cancelled on 4 times in a row this week.
Monday - Baby Aurora
wnona couldnt go so we didnt go
Tuesday - Beach
The hectic rain from the night before.
Wednesday - no comment.
Thursday Parra
Serena got sick from fishing, but is making it up to me :)

yeaaaah. Shit holidays --"

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Slept at 330am.
FAIL
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Day 4

# 1098323575 hangout with Kristianne.

Serena + Imeldz @ Parra
Called Kris at 10.30am & woke her up again, i wanted to get out again so we decided to have a late lunch at livo. We ate at Johnny's, i have not been there since year 9. It's been so long. We had one of them catch up talks and yeah it was pretty cool. Clayton came up out of nowhere, tried to surprise Kris but my face fucked it up and gave it away. We went 'op shopping' and i bought a bag for $6. LMFAO we went into the smith family but beforehand.. heaps of fob guys walked out & watched us as we walked down.. embarrassing .. so we didnt walk in until they went back & we ran back in ahahah.

Webcammed with Babytjayrabbs tonight. ahhahaha FAGGOT.
he showed me his whole life bro ahhaha no joke.



PUNKEYKS WITH EMILYNNN TMR (L)
x

ULYUH.

Hang out with Edbie at Parra.

KAFREEEEEEEEEENS
lmfao, first idea was to dye her hair
so we walked all the way to coles, on the way dnming & updating i guess
cos i havent talked to her in a while.
then her brand wasnt there, so we walked back
and watched "My Sassy Girl"
then did make up. LMFAO
First we did the 'Smokey Eye' which turned out
really really goood. Then we tried 'the wicked witch'
which looked like this ..


FAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAIL.
it turned out like this .. (Left to right: Kafren, Shariza)


LMAO then we did smokey eye again and took fotos :D

Love kafren heaaaaps.
x

lmfaoooooooooooooooooooooooo

These totally made my night.

did these for maybe 2 hours? ahahahah nice.

im bored & have no life :( thats why !

Krishariza

Shariza Melson

Kafren Melson

Kafren Nayfen

Melson Edward Cullen

HAHAH sucked cos it was hard finding

a close up foto, that was straight on and

mouth closed of people. ahha ==''

x

Wnona's leaving tmr. :(

Have a safe trip baby!

And in some way,

I think I recognize that I will never be fully over you,

and that part of me will always love you.

But most of me understands that this doesn’t work,

and I need to move on to be happy.

- Eletheowl

Goodbye Gossip Girl

Aw, i had another marathon for Gossip Girl and like it made me cry :(
When Blair asked Chuck to tell her how he really feels or if it was just a game to him
and then Chuck says its a game. And as Blair runs off crying, Serena asks why he did that.. he said It was because he loved her and he couldn't make her happy.
Then the time at the prom where he took out Nelly's votes and he voted for her 150 times. How he ruined the limo, crosage (however you spell it) and dress just because he could get a better one for her. He just wanted to make her prom night perfect. Fuck my life :(

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i swr, y r a bd hbt f m. c, i nw al ds bt y d i stl ms y? srsly.
evn tho i nw dt y ddt trt m rt,
evn tho i nw y nvr dd lv m d wy i lvd y,
evn tho i gv y ll i hd,
evn tho i ws tkn f gntd,
evn tho i gt ht vr n vr n vr n vr agn,
evn tho i nw ll dt, evn nw, dr r mms wr i ms y.
i dn nw y i d @ tms.
c, evn tho ll dt .. i stl thk 'wt f?'
wt wd hpn f w wrkd?
lk nw, m wndrn wt yr dn nw. w y tk t. f m stl n y md.
i srsly ct wt fr d nx ne t cm, wn i cn frgt y n fly lt y go.
wt m, thrs brly nthn dr bt drs stl smthn & dts d prt dt i gs m nvr gna lt go.
f fb hd prfl vws, yrs wd b hgh & prly ll fm m.
wl y.
Good Luck guys, tryna read it.

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Aimees out of the country and i already miss her. faaaaaaaah

and Wnona's leaving wednesday. Awwwww

i already miss both of you'se and wnona hasnt even left --"

aha

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I Invented Sex

"I've always followed my heart instead of my head. I’ve always jumped, always took that leap of faith into the unknown, having no idea of what the outcome of my actions would be. But now, now it’s so very clear. I need to stop following my heart. I just need to stop, before I do anything at all. I need to stop and think about it, about what I am about to do. I need to think about whether it is right or it is wrong. Because when you follow your heart, you lose track of what’s right and what’s wrong and it tears you apart."
- Eletheowl


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I want my Chuck :(



Gossip Girl - Season 3

Aw i miss errone.

I miss my frands.
and how we didnt spend alot of money each day
Stupid lunches in the playground
talking about the most randomest subjects ever

I miss my family friends, i miss the parties
and how we would laugh the nights away
how we used to all be one
whenever New Years or Christmas came.. it would be the best night we've ever had
i hate how this argument has practically stole moments like that from us
how it has thrown friendships away between people
how silly this all is. I miss everyone so badly :(
I miss ate clarisse cause i dont see her everyday now --"

I miss bgc. I miss our laughs
and how we'd always laugh at nothing
like in 50 first dates "Aquariums make me .. supa horny" haha :L
come up with stupid little games like doing "ABC" with a scrunched up foil.
i miss when bgc wasnt divided in groups.

Omg i miss Emem,
talk to me ASAP cos i havent talked to you in ages kay?
KAAAAAAAAAAAY. lmao
how special are you :p your own individual shoutout ;)

I pretty much miss everyone i've felt like i've lost
x

BEACH

FKN WEATHER, Jsf called me in the middle of cooking our food and told me that Gondi was sunny. FML FML FML
I think mother natures angry at us cos we didnt put our eggs out :(

We went to KOREAN BBQ place at Parra. (whoo, go Jarryd Hayne! )
and yeah, we stunk like smoke ! ahhaa
I Love You Girls Foreverrr, sersly! :)




And Mae. Fuck my life.. best time with her tryna be all "Plastic"
"omg mae, i totally want this swimsuit because it compliments all my features. I want you to get it too cos youd look totally hot. seriously. your so hot right now. we need to be matching matching" looooooooooooooool


FUCKING BGC. I love you'se but omg.
Whenever you'd walk passed a guy or see a cute lookin guy .. you'd call out my name, spell it, scream it. HAHHA get them to notice.
"hey SHARIZA we're going now. SHARIZA ! SHARIZA! S-H-A-R-I-Z-A! shariza, c'mon!"
embarrassment ahahah funny though & that guy from gp.
you guys are dick'eds. he full knew it omg, ahaha and you went back in to "get his number/msn/name" ahha losers. but he left, ahha good thing he did.

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y i thk yr ngri @ m. Sri sri k ?
dn nw f yl gt 8, bt y.
sri y, ddn mn 2. js tht y wdn gt 8.
ttys? mb. k sy!

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GONDI = CANCELLED

FUCK MY LIFE. i was so ready for tmr
i was full saying all day "So today was 20 degrees and tmr will be 21, shit how hot is it gna be"
just yaknow, hoping for hectic weather yeah ? and then it got cancelled !

FUCK EGGS!

Lmfao! yeah and today, Andy raided my wall.
Looked like "Lovers" ahhaha

So THAT ^ pretty much explains our spammed walls.
it was fun for the 55 minutes that we lasted.
We werent allowed to cmnt other boys/girls
and we had to spam eachothers walls. ahahha
which did happen, we ran outta fucked up corny things to say..
so i manipulated it so that i became a fight
then soon a break up! :) ahhahaha
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Jo came all the way to livo today :)
well we had a catch up session last night but then i went cos i had an exam, he called after the exam and yuuh came here at 2. We hung out pretty much the whole day with Wnona.
WNONA, im sorry we teased okay? sorry.
I seriously cannot keep a straight face unless it's to ganga. LOL

PARRA TMR GIRLS!
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