. japjap . 612 says:

well shariza, i hope a nice BOY comes and sweeps you off yo' feeet

cos you totes deserve it :)

Aww thanks Yo'fat.

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Anyways i think i sort of understand the pattern of the events that happened this year

why i was so determined with my ex. Why i held on?

Can only come in the form of 2 words .. First Love.

♫ Such a shame, we ended up this way .. deciding that we're better off with others. And if She, gives you something i can't then I'm okay with that because at the end of the day .. all i got to say is boy your my heart, You can be with her f'life.. that dont change the fact that im your first love. "

Nothing beats it until you actually feel the real deal .

This first love is who you compare every other guy too

something you felt strongly for .. for the first time and didnt want to let go

i get it. i understand. it didnt make me stupid ..

it just blinded me from the truth.

But now? Its gone already .. long gone

pops up from time to time on my shitty days but apart from that ..

i'm all good. Not seeing him made things so much easier to move on ..

its the key ingredient that i needed.

Im all better now. Never been happier. :) Drama free..

making life boring ahhaa yock.

Now im a fucking 5th wheel. ahha fuck you bitches.

Migs & Wnona, Kayd & Clayd.

S'only me & Shasha, against the world. ahahahahaha

x