My Boyfriend.

1234/Best I Ever Had - Aj Rafael & Jenny Suk.

Awww, his so cute.

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'.. They're all part of the list,

things i miss

Things like your funny little laugh
or the way you smile,
or the way we kiss.. '

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Well this weekends been boring as usual, i could've gone Amanda's but i didnt.

I wish i knew people on their P's that would actually go cruising with me

ahaha this makes me sound so lonely bro.

Soo, all these blogs revolve around 1 specific subject, relationships/love.

I think that this just shows how much i put myself into these situations. How much of myself i put into a relationship, I just want no more strings attatched, muck around, nothing so serious yaknow?

I wish jealousy never existed bro. OMG kill my life, its like even though i try to ignore it, it still comes back and i dont even want to see it but its like right in front of my face i can't avoid it.

Its a bitch, everythings a bitch bro.

I want to feel nothing sometimes, how good would that be aye?

pain, hurt, sadness wouldn't be part of my life anymore.

but then again, theres all that other crap that i wont feel.

.. Happiness, Laughter, Joy .. all that, so theres the down side.

How interesting would it be if just for one day, we'd all switch genders..

'To walk a mile in eachothers shoes'.

Seriously, how would the guys feel if we ..

- Kept using excuses for 'forgetting' to call them/see them. Keep apologizing, yet keep doing it.

- To be so over protective with them, or just not care about them at all

- Make promises then breaking them after a certain amount of time

- Misusing the words ' I love you '

And, how would we feel if they ..

- Over reacted over the smallest things

- Always expected us to do the 'first move' or call them first

- Have them turn something small into something big

- Picking up signs that aren't even anything.

Theres so much more i could add to that list bro, it interests me though

seriously, like imagine. I think this shows that i have too much time on my hands. aha

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