My Plan - Gabe Bondoc.
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i miss you
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Well yet again, another Saturday doing nothing, thought we'd be going out since my dads back home but i guess not. Sucks, it's too late to ask to go to Amanda's now :(
But on my mind right now is that whole concept of 'falling'. It really puzzles me as to how teenagers like ourselves could possibly feel like we could love someone so much to do such stupid things.
When your ''in love'', you get so blinded by everything else. You blame yourself for everything that had gone wrong, you don't see any flaws in the one you love even if they continue to hurt you. Even throughout the countless times people have told you over and over about this one person, you still don't care about what they're trying to tell you. You really just don't give a fuck because its the one you love that matters, you always look at the positive sides even though the negatives weigh down more than the positives.
I mean, i shouldn't be one to talk because I'm the main example here. But seriously, i really don't understand 'the hearts desires'. Why would you seriously stick to someone if you know how they treat you? Like, not only me but it probably goes to every person on this planet who's ever been hurt or been in love, a love that didn't work out the way they imagined it.
What pulls us into their direction? What triggers the whole 'liking' bit? I mean, when you first meet that person, you probably think that you wouldn't have gone out with them in a million years, but in a matter of days, weeks, months the feelings develop and you start seeing each other then going out and sooner or later you love them.
Why is 'love' so powerful even at a young age. Why are the words ' I Love You' so powerful, it draws you in. I mean, i get it, i know why people like Love. Its because its why you smile after you wake up in the morning, it gives you the biggest butterflies all day before seeing that certain someone, its the feeling of those really nice hugs. Those hugs that just make you want the world to stop and make time stop so you'd stay in that moment forever where their scent is surrounding you. The happiness you get from them just calling you a certain name, from seeing their caller id on your phone or seeing a message from them. I really get it, some people really like the idea of that. They're stuck to the lovely and wonderful ideas of Love.
But that goes both ways, Love is a whole lot of problems. A lot of 'dramas in the Bahamas'. What causes so much problems? In the beginning, everything was going good, no problems at all. Out of nowhere, all this shit comes down, you find yourself arguing with them 24/7 and both of you'se aren't afraid to get mad at each other. Even though you feel the happiness, there's still the problems that come as a consequence of feeling loved. I reckon thats why, maybe for being happy and enjoying love, you'll get your consequences later in life, later when you least expect it and you feel as if these problems will never go away. Some people are mature enough and strong enough to get through these bumps, but others .. they just can't handle it. Even though they want it so bad, they can't manage to fix these problems, the problems are then left and build up until theres too many.
A question that i really wonder, How do you even fall 'out of Love'?
Is that even possible?
I reckon the love stays deep down within you, if you dont want to feel it, it goes down. If you manage to not love them anymore, you were never in love in the first place. I reckon the Love that you once felt will never go away, it'll just be suppressed within you and sooner or later will grow to love another person that comes along.
But on my mind right now is that whole concept of 'falling'. It really puzzles me as to how teenagers like ourselves could possibly feel like we could love someone so much to do such stupid things.
When your ''in love'', you get so blinded by everything else. You blame yourself for everything that had gone wrong, you don't see any flaws in the one you love even if they continue to hurt you. Even throughout the countless times people have told you over and over about this one person, you still don't care about what they're trying to tell you. You really just don't give a fuck because its the one you love that matters, you always look at the positive sides even though the negatives weigh down more than the positives.
I mean, i shouldn't be one to talk because I'm the main example here. But seriously, i really don't understand 'the hearts desires'. Why would you seriously stick to someone if you know how they treat you? Like, not only me but it probably goes to every person on this planet who's ever been hurt or been in love, a love that didn't work out the way they imagined it.
What pulls us into their direction? What triggers the whole 'liking' bit? I mean, when you first meet that person, you probably think that you wouldn't have gone out with them in a million years, but in a matter of days, weeks, months the feelings develop and you start seeing each other then going out and sooner or later you love them.
Why is 'love' so powerful even at a young age. Why are the words ' I Love You' so powerful, it draws you in. I mean, i get it, i know why people like Love. Its because its why you smile after you wake up in the morning, it gives you the biggest butterflies all day before seeing that certain someone, its the feeling of those really nice hugs. Those hugs that just make you want the world to stop and make time stop so you'd stay in that moment forever where their scent is surrounding you. The happiness you get from them just calling you a certain name, from seeing their caller id on your phone or seeing a message from them. I really get it, some people really like the idea of that. They're stuck to the lovely and wonderful ideas of Love.
But that goes both ways, Love is a whole lot of problems. A lot of 'dramas in the Bahamas'. What causes so much problems? In the beginning, everything was going good, no problems at all. Out of nowhere, all this shit comes down, you find yourself arguing with them 24/7 and both of you'se aren't afraid to get mad at each other. Even though you feel the happiness, there's still the problems that come as a consequence of feeling loved. I reckon thats why, maybe for being happy and enjoying love, you'll get your consequences later in life, later when you least expect it and you feel as if these problems will never go away. Some people are mature enough and strong enough to get through these bumps, but others .. they just can't handle it. Even though they want it so bad, they can't manage to fix these problems, the problems are then left and build up until theres too many.
A question that i really wonder, How do you even fall 'out of Love'?
Is that even possible?
I reckon the love stays deep down within you, if you dont want to feel it, it goes down. If you manage to not love them anymore, you were never in love in the first place. I reckon the Love that you once felt will never go away, it'll just be suppressed within you and sooner or later will grow to love another person that comes along.
- Just some bits from this Poem.
"I've learned that no matter how much I care,
some people just don't care back...
I've learned that you can keep going
long after you think you can't...
I've learned that heroes are the people who do what has to be done
When it needs to be done,
regardless of the consequences.
I've learned that there are people who love you dearly,
but just don't know how to show it.
I've learned that sometimes when I'm angry I have the right to be angry,
but that doesn't give me the right to be cruel.
I've learned that true friendship continues to grow even over the longest distance.
Same goes for true love.
I've learned that just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to
doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have."
"I've learned that no matter how much I care,
some people just don't care back...
I've learned that you can keep going
long after you think you can't...
I've learned that heroes are the people who do what has to be done
When it needs to be done,
regardless of the consequences.
I've learned that there are people who love you dearly,
but just don't know how to show it.
I've learned that sometimes when I'm angry I have the right to be angry,
but that doesn't give me the right to be cruel.
I've learned that true friendship continues to grow even over the longest distance.
Same goes for true love.
I've learned that just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to
doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have."
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