2nd Week of trials.

Proverbs 4:23
' Protect your heart for it is the well being of your life..'

Okay guys, i cleared the air with Edbie. It went a bit weird bkos first i was happy, then i was sad then i was angry!
hah fml bro. But yuuh, he didn't want to know why i was angry (like all the lies & shit) so yuuh i didnt tell him. I told him that he shouldn't talk to me, like unless its really important. I said i'd talk to him when im ready to.

Omg, then fahh after i called Emilynn. Eff bro, hectic convo! lol but fml, he full tried to find my blog after we talked on the fone so me & Em were having a heart attack trying to change my link. ahhahahaha but it was fail :( he already read why i was so so so angry at him. Which sucks, cos i wanted to tell him myself which raises the question of why he didnt just ask me. He said that my emotions didnt affect him at the game, he was just concentrating on the game so i took back saying sorry abt distracting him.

On the fone with Miss Emilynn, omg. hah She's hectic, she full has some american accent ;) but yeeah, then we talked abt pretty much everything while being interupted by her dog & Edbie. We're gna hang & shit at the city, we'll full be tight & stuff :)

Atm, i'm feeling pretty good. I feel like the path seems more clearer to walk through, that what i did made things easier. I just hope my happy feeling stays again, it really helps bkos all i have to do now is block him out. Its for the best because I was so sick of trying for nothing, wasting my time on false hope & crying myself to sleep.

I feel good guuys. Hecticc
xx.


Say Goodbye - Chris Brown

' Baby come here,
sit down, lets talk,
I got a lot to say,
so i guess i'll start by..
saying that i love you
but ya know this thing ain't been
no walk in the park for us.. '