Words filled with Inspiration

Well today was the first day i was happy. I felt so frikking relieved of everything.
No more troubles with Edbie, no more worrying and crying. Guys, I'm free :D

So today after school, i went the library with Kimberly Anne and we bumped into her friend Patty. I was doing my maths homework, Kimberly was writing my letter and Patty was studying. After Kim left, it was just us two & i could hear Edbie's voice screaming out "Alden" at the library so it became the topic of conversation.

Patricia Montecinos has the best advice ever. Her advice made so much sense. So first topic was Edbie right?
First we discussed my 'Low Self-Esteem'. She said how the boy finds the girls weaknesses to help them, the low selfesteem gives the boy a good opportunity for him to compliment them as much as they can. Eg. If you have low self-esteem, they'll compliment you on how beautiful and pretty you are. Edbie was my first love and im stuck to the idea of him always being there. When i say i still want to be friends with him is because i always came to him whenever i needed him. With this i need to be strong, revenge isn't the right way because he'll be miserable some other day, i have no right to say. I told her how out of all his ex's, i was the one he wasn't whipped for (excluding this year) and every guy is whipped, it just depends on the girl that he's whipped for.

Good relationships start with friendships.

Then we started talking about randoms and shit (because some guy randomly came up to us and started asking for our names bkos he rememberd Patty from somewhere HAHA :L) i told her about my random, hot train guy and she said that if the guy really wants a girl then he'll do anything. Don't give out your number to randoms because they might just be fucking around, if he really wants it then he'll try and come see you and randomly 'bump into you' a lot.

Familia was next topic. No matter what, respect your parents no matter who they are (even if theyre junkies and shit) . Even when your arguing with them and you know that your right, dont correct them because sooner or later, they will figure out that they were wrong. The worst thing for a parent is to find out that they're a failure or to find out that they've let to whole family down. Even if your parent doesnt want to talk to you or ask about your day, it may be because of stress, But if you were to go missing, your mother would die. (whoah, sounds heaps bad ) But thats seriously how much they love you.

FML I can't remember everything we talked about :( but thats the jist of it.

OMG when i was walking to library with Kimberly Anne, Edbie was on the other side of the road with Alden & Melson. We were waiting for the lights to go so we could cross and Edbie just stood there staring, while Alden was still walking away. Edbie's in the staring mode again, where he realises everything .. when things hit him twice as hard .. when he realises that he doesnt have me anymore.

S'all for today kiddddies.