August 4, 2009

I'm always the rule. Its never going to change.

Carl Tamayo's status for facebook
"Sometimes i think the best things in life
aren't worth the bullshit we go through"

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You got me angry, so you accomplished what you tried to do last night. But no I'm not angry at you, I'm angry at myself. How could i possibly put myself in this fucking predicament for the 1000th time in my life. Put myself in a place where I'd get hurt and cry because in the end .. people never change unless they really love someone and you don't love me. Therefore you wouldn't change for me. Ugh.. I'm just angry that i got myself into this again, i feel stupid to think that I'm here again when before i was happy to just be free. Back at square one, when i could've prevented but my stupid feelings got in the way.

Seriously, why did you talk to me again when i asked you not to. Why do you always talk to me whenever its too late to. Why didn't you ever talk to me when i needed you too, when i wanted you. Fuck love. My mind knows better but i hate the way it thinks, it knew that i'd get hurt sooner than i thought, but my heart intervened.

Fuck 9 weeks.


'you,
Please don’t lose hope — because as soon as you do, we will too.
— him'
From 'Letters to crushes.'

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Fucking omg. Walked all the way to Liverpool council to get files for my Geography and fucking took me bloody 30 minutes to walk there, I got there and there was nothing left for me. Fucking idiots that work there, punch them in the head omg. So i called Jo on my way back to just talk about 'the above' and he was with a new girl he was seeing. How quick was that? Already seeing someone and he broke up with his ex, that he apparently 'loved', last week. Fuck love.

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Awww yeeeeah, saw my lovely Emilynn today after ball. AHA
And basketball, lol back in the days styles. Versed Good Sam & lost by 1 point maafk. Some girl we used to ball with was there and faah, it brought back memories and got me angry. Most the girls in the Good Sam team were all tall and skinny, all good to be models bro. fuck that, we're mostly all filo & short. ahaha the boys won though, good job boys (Y).

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