ahaha welll ..
This time i had a hectic Satday =)
First off, i bought my lovely heels for 47.45$
from 100$, because it was 50% off then another 5% off that.
AHHA WHOOO.
Then i went to the game, which was down fall.
I broke Kristianne & Wynona's promise to not look at his page,
i looked and he's already started calling that Susan Dang chick.
FUCK. I just can't. Muthafuck omg.
Like his doing a bang up job at getting me heaps angry but to the point of not breathing because its too much. He came to the ball courts and i couldn't stop swearing, i couldn't stop hitting the floor.
But then he got affected by it, he stopped shooting with his boys and just sat down by himself while i started trying to rip metal apart from the playground outside. I was the photographer for the game and started tearing up, and he got affected by my emotions that he couldn't shoot anything in, he couldn't play properly. So i felt realllly bad.
Mixed Nuts lost by 1 point. I felt fking guilty because if it weren't for me, Edbie would've gotten those shots in like he usually does. So after i texted him saying sorry that my anger affected his ability to play. He didn't reply but i wasn't expecting him to.
I'll let him suffer for another 1-2 weeks before i clear the air between me & him. I hate how its ended, it sucks that his cut and im angry like fuck. So ill talk to him and just stop this hating .. not just for him but for me too. I'll stop having the need for air, i wont swear and wont hit everything, it'll be better.
OMG SURAAAAJBHAI'S PARTAAAY!
ahah so Wynona & Kristianne got ready at my place. FUCK ME BRO! AHAHAH
had heaps of fun reading my diary and recording our hectic 'remix' songs. ahah
We felt as if noone was gna go the the party aha lol but we came 1hr and a half late :)
I DANCED, ATE, DID WHATVER ! ahha hectic party, couldve danced heaps more but the boys didnt like when the girls danced sooo eff that! LOL
Im going clubbing especially with ..
BGC, Bernard, Cwiz and Karen OMG haha
KML theyre the best people to dance with bro. ahah
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