And the weather,
me oh my, it was quite confusing i swear.
"just like boys".
Well last night i came across this blog and the blogs that this girl wrote were very interesting. The way that she writes makes her sound so sophisticated yet so ordinary at the same time.
'Indah Pratiwi' is this girl. I met her a while ago. She's one of those people you met and talk to heaps then after a while it fades and you just forget who they are. :L We're practically strangers now. But the words that she writes really make me think.
There was this analogy she made to a tree and how they relate to friends. You may not think that trees could relate to friends, but after reading this certain post it seemed like the most perfect way to describe them.
Leaves were the people in your life who simply come and go. The friends that could easily be blown away by anything. Whether it be loosing them to other people or simply drifting away from them (loosing them to in different seasons. If you get it) Throughout the past 2 years or so, I've realised that i've had so many leaf people in my life. Matthew Abarquez was probably the biggest leaf of them all. He was pretty much my bestfriend at the time (reguardless of him having YeYe.) He was always there for me, he knew what i was going through with jo. He'd always be there for me, cheer me up. He was a great help, then out of nowhere he drifted away from me. I really have no clue about what happened to us but he was gone. As Dindahh said ' We have to learn to let ithem go and forgive them with all your might'.
The next of the analogy included the branches, 'they all come in different shapes and sizes. You never know how strong they will be in your life.' I guess this includes people like Japhet Cabangca, Joseph Jimenez, Edbie Villanueva etc. All these people are strong in my life at some points and weak in other points. With Japhet and Jo, i'm close with these boys only sometimes. Some days we can talk for hours on end about everything and anything, and somedays we can last days, even weeks without talking. I classify them as branches because they done blow away easily because we catch up every so often. Edbie Villanueva, obviously has been strong in my life (especially recently.) I consider him a branch because he's been strong in my life, I know he's hurt me over and over again but the times where i needed him, he was always there. Even thought he doesnt give me any advice about my problems, he still fulfills the goal of listening and being there for me. As Edbie would always say "Shariza, no matter what.. You will always hear from me sooner or later, i promise you that." Therefore, a branch in my life.
The next of these were the bark of the tree. The people who are considered to protect you and 'make you look good'. I dont care about how these people make me look but its the fact that i know these people will protect me. Theyre always worried about my well-being and are just always there for me. These people are my so called 'BGC'. My Billionaiure Girls are always there, always concerned when im sad and protective of me whenever im in a position of getting hurt. All i can say is that im so thankful to have these girls care about me like they do, i'm glad that even though we've drifted apart, the way we feel about protecting eachother is still strong. Everytime this year i was in that state where i'd get hurt, or was hurting.. they would help cheer me up or want to hit the person who hurt me. haha :L Another person in this list would be lovely Sarah Fuernsinn. This girl is 'a fucking slut, the fucking bitch'. ha, nah she wanted it there but i love her for always being there as well. This girl would seriously just hate whoever hurt me, fucking punch him in the face is she really had to. She hated me sad and just kill someone with her words. These people are my bark, they protect me from harms way.
Finally, the roots. The roots don't care nothing about being seen. All they're there to do is hold the tree up and keep it in the air. These people in my life are Ate Clarisse, Kristianne & Wynona. First off, Ate Clarisse is always there for me. She's concerned whenever im sad and is there to listen, is there to point me into the right direction when it comes to my problems. She helps me make the right decisions in my times of need. I love her to the fullest because she's seriously my favourite 'Cousin'. She's one of the only people who understand me fully. She's not there to protect me, she's there to guide me. Kristianne and Wynona are the other roots. They've always been there for me. They are there whenever im crying and when i did something that they should be disappointed in me for, they're not. They understand why i made it and make sure i dont make the same mistake again and on the otherhand they still put into consideration the way i feel about things. These two girls are seriously the 'fucking best (8)'. I dont know what i'd be doing or where i'd be going without them. I seriously hope that when everyone starts going uni and drifting from every, that these 2 girls are the people i'd most likely stay in touch with. I also hope that one day i find a bestfriend to fill another space in my tree (fk, sounds heaps wrong) but takes time for everything right ?
well thats the jist of todays blog. Hope it interests you
xx.
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