Well these past 2 days have been pretty good i guess. Been staying at Livo library & hanging with mates. Friends that help ease the pain, help me forget. My friends are all pretty hectic!
On Tuesday while me & Dylan were talking, we talking about the concept of 'knowing of people'. Ya know how you get those people that you know of? haha well that was on topic. We started mentioning all these people that we 'knew of' and shit, then i brought up about what if people know of you? its pretty weird but hectic.
You never know who they are bkos you dont know them, but in their mind its like 'hey, is that them?! whoah'. haha Naamean homies?
In photography, me & S. were reading Dindah's blog again & there was this blog where she talked abt what would happen if she died, who would care? who would get over it after a day?.
This isnt meant to full sound like i wna kill myself, but asiff it hadnt crossed your mind when someone hurt you & didnt care. You'd ask yourself if they'd come to your funeral, or if they would feel bad abt hurting you & it was the last thing they did before you passed on.
So at the library, Edbie was there. When i was leaving, i see that he'd been staying with Susan the whole time. I started getting cut & teary outside the library bkos it hurt? cos all he did was stare at me, didnt even give me a smile :( kinda sucks. When i talked to Kimberly on Satdaay, she said that there was nothing wrong about missing him. I really hate the fact that i do sometimes. Just makes everything else seem so bad --''
Like today, i thought i was strong enough to face Edbie. I kind of was, but once i saw Susan. Down the drain went the confidence :( fml.
' Everything takes time, even though you want it to happen as fast as possible. All you have to do is wait, it all comes down to how much you want it. As much as it hurts, you just gotta stay patient. ' - Denise.
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