Double Englash.

Fuck. So today was shit.
I hate visual arts cos teachers a major dickhead,
I'm thinking about dropping geography,
Ritual didn't happen & had to pay for my own food,
Feel like shit cos my endurance is going down and the 'fuck everything' feelings going away.

fuck it. lol and legs still aching from basketball tryouts from tuesdaaay!
but yeah fuck it omg.
JUST FUCK EVERYTHING SERIOUSLY.

My friend started talking to me again last night but didn't say sorry for going off at me, he's so complicated like seriously. As if he's the only one in this world who's ever gotten hurt, but he's not. Ive been through so much more shit than him. He comes to me and tells me how girls are all the same, how girls don't try at all and we just don't give a fuck. He comes to the fucking wrong person, don't tell me i haven't tried because i have. Don't tell me that i don't care because i've always been there for him regardless of all the pain he caused me last year. Even when we hung at the city, he kept wishing Nona or Kris or everyone else was there, that just makes me feel like he uses me to get to them. Like i don't mind them & hanging with them but why do you need me to ask them if they wna hang. fuck.

I miss my dad,
I wna talk to my friends but i can't. I wna tell them whats really on my mind like i usually do but they'll get disappointed in me, they'll look down. I can take it from anyone else because they aren't as important but my close friends, its too hard.

And you .. you haven't left my mind.
back to square one again.






FUCKING LMFAO LMFAO!
10:57pm - Watching the 'Edbie suicide video'
FUCKING FUNNNY EZ! aha nathan's a cunt.

Nathan: I'm nathan biag, add me on facebook please. Thankyou
Carlos: CARLOS MENDEZZZZ!
Nathan: fuck carlos mendez !

AHAHHAHA made my night.