A Thousand Goodbyes - Travis Garland

"How many times?
It's hard to say
That I've waken up next to a note on the bed
Got on a plane I'll be back next week
And left without so much as a kiss on the cheek
You're always gone and I'm never home
You taught me everything I know about being alone
What do I do when I need you, who do I call?
When I don't wanna do it no more

I'm not trying, making you hurt
You're getting exactly what you deserve
You can't tell me that I don't
Have every reason in this world to leave you right now
I can count a thousand times that you made me cry
A thousand games that you use to play
And so I guess that's a thousand goodbyes
A thousand goodbyes
Its all that i have to say

Tell me what you're thinking
When I told you that me and you
We are finally over
Making a memory
That's ancient history
I know I can't help but keep this over my shoulder
Love is like a mark that never goes away
And you got part of my heart that I forever gave away
What do I do when I need you
Who do I call
'cause I don't want to do this no more

I'm not trying, making you hurt
You're getting exactly what you deserve
You can't tell me
That I don't
Have every reason in this world to leave you right now
I can count a thousand times that you made me cry
A thousand games that you use to play
And so I guess that's a thousand goodbyes
A thousand goodbyes
Its all that i have to say

There's nothing that's harder for me
In this world and
Not be your girl
But I won't stand for cheating and the lies
You're no kind of man
You won't get any respect from me
'cause you were never there, you neglected me
I'd rather spend my nights with somebody
Who treats me like
I'm suppose to be treated all along

Man I gave you everything, gave you my time, I gave you my heart
But you couldn't give me anything in return
For all the late nights I worried about you
A thousand times you didn't call
A thousand tears you never cried
All I have left for you
Is a thousand goodbyes

... It's all that I have
It's all that I have
To say
For all the lies a thousand goodbyes"



I couldn't think of a better song


I really dont fucking get it, why would you talk to me again and say "i'd talk to you now or never before it was too late" then act like you did the last time.