This Ain't Sex - Usher .. on repeat ;)
So i stayed up last night doing her birthday 'story thing' and i called at 12am but ms. Wynona Pacheco fucking told her not to answer. So muthafuck i didn't call buck :( The baby of the group is finally legal. lol Now 2 more years till' clubbing & grinding. fuck yeah. aha
Do you ever get that feeling where you can't talk to your close friends because you just can't? chyeah felt that today, idk i wanted to but i couldn't. There was just some barrier blocking me from them. I miss BGC, the old bgc. Back in the day with out tb hair that needed volume, playin' bball at lunch and just laugh at nothing till we got abs. Our group is falling apart, we're not as close anymore and we're all falling into our own bestfriends groups. We stick with the ones we're close to and those without bestfriends go from group to group. Senior school has fucked that all up :(
I miss my billionaire girls. We knew it was gna change but i think im the only one who actually notices the split or just admits it.
Well yuuuuus, home early today because i needed to start on my geo & chem. Ganga showed me the video of edbie doing suicides. LMFAOLMFAO!
At the begining: What, i cant see edbie? Which one is he?
Ganga: oh dw, he'll start to stand out
-- half way through
me: AWWW LMFAO!
I want the endurance to keep up this feeeling, i really hope it stays. I'm happy & stupid again, like i was at the begining of the year but i still crave the happiness he gave me because i know i can't get it anywhere else. All im doing now is blocking my feelings out but i dont know whether its changing or not. efffffffff.
Havent talked to Jo yet since he went off at me. Oh geeez.
i miss my dad.
10weeks.
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