Thankyou - Jay Sean

So i guess it wasnt the last blog?
Talking to me relieved me of so much. All of today, i didnt hurt as much as i usually do. It seemed as if talking to you made things seem better, made things seem like i tried for something good, that it wasnt for nothing.

You know what? Yesterday was the one of the first times you ever talked to me first ever since we broke up ? yeah, it felt better.
I dont know why, but i cried after we got off. I had a sudden urge to re-read all my blogs over and over, so i did.

I hate how people dont understand what im feeling or what im going through. It frustrates me because sometimes i can't really explain what im feeling or whats going through my mind. It all makes sense in my head but when i put it in words, it doesnt come out right. I hate how some couples with the same problems as us dont realise what im going through. They dont see it like i do, we go through the same things yet they just still hate on our relationship.

Like i said to my friend ..

/S. Reezuuh says:
alot of people are afraid of love and what it can do
/S. Reezuuh says:
what it can change
/S. Reezuuh says:
it changes alot, but once youve been through it
/S. Reezuuh says:
you'll be able to experience the happiness and pain that come with it.
/S. Reezuuh says:
its a happieness no friend can give you, a happieness youll never forget
/S. Reezuuh says:
but then again its a pain only a loved one can give you, and a pain that you'll feel


Some people just dont get how i feel because they havent been through what i've been through.

After giving me that song, its been on repeat all day.
".. I would lie, I would try
I would die for you baby,
You know i would for you .. "

Im over thinking everything too much. Am i getting my hopes up just a bit too high?
I hate how i think and how my mind works. It kills me and it annoys you.



Unperfect Love - Israel ft. Slim

".. From the moment that i saw you babe
Thought that we would be so good
The situations got my time of day
Find it hard to make it through
I know we have our moment
'Cos when things go wrong
But no matter what we go
Though we seem to carry
Sometimes i wanna let go
But then i keep holding on
So what we gona do baby
With This Unperfect Love.. "



Did you wrong - Pleasure P

".. I don't wanna loose this relationship
So we gotta stay strong
Dont wanna move on
I know your sick and tired of the fussin'
And the fighting and the cussin'
But I Love You
And You Love Me Too .. "



I still miss you, no matter what i write down or how im feeling.