First Day of Term 3.

OMG. School the muthafuck, but it was good. The usual 6 periods and falling asleep in Visual Arts (I swear i am going to drop it in yr 12). After school on the bus i was just contemplating about everything and just thinking about what i feel..

I felt so free on the bus, i was just smiling out of nowhere. I wasn't hurt or anything, there wasnt one ounce of sadness in me and it was the best feeling i've ever gotten. Im free of trying for anyone, free of getting hurt by the same person, im just free. Just fuck everything seriously and it made me feel so much better, even though i might have a tad bit of anger in me, everything else around me i so great. At Westfield, i couldn't stop smiling because i was proud that i stopped crying and hurting, i was proud that i actually got somewhere and stuck to what i said.
IM SOO FUCKING GREAT RIGHT NOW, whoohoo.
I still feel for him, but it doesn't matter anymore. My feelings just got me nowhere. So I've just gotten some type of boost where i feel so good, like nothing can rain on my parade. =)

OMG, drove to school today. HEKTIK.
lol nearly drove on the curb because i forgot to break on a round about but who cares, ahha i've done like 3.5 hours and i've only driven 4 times.
Shariza feels accomplished.